Posted by: Timun on: November 11, 2008
Dear friends atau siapapun yang membaca tulisan ini
.. sepertinya saya menemukan cara untuk bisa menjalani Nopember ini dengan cepat dan tidak menyakitkan. Bergabung dengan hiruk pikuk NaNoWriMo 2008. Yep. Mungkin saya berhasil menyelesaikannya mungkin juga tidak. Tapi saya berkeinginan untuk mencoba. Jadi, meskipun telat, mohon doa restu yah [halah, kaya ada yang peduli aja]
Saya akan memuat excerpt proyek NaNoWriMo 2008 saya di blog ini, mulai hari ini sampai berakhirnya bulan Nopember 2008. Silakan bila anda berkenan memberikan saran atau malah mau menulis bersama saya. Limapuluh ribu kata itu kayanya ga sedikit ya hehehe .. secara postingan menyedihkan saya selama ini hanya terdiri dari beberapa gelintir kata yang malah sering tidak bermutu. Tapi setidaknya saya mau mencoba, begitukan? Atau anda ingin menulis sendiri? Silakan bergabung … writing is kind of fun (sometimes)
See you at NaNoWriMo 2008
Posted by: Timun on: November 7, 2008
Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself.
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out.
She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns.
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.
And it wears him out, it wears him out.
It wears him out, it wears him out.
She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love.
But I can’t help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run.
And it wears me out, it wears me out.
It wears me out, it wears me out.
And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time.
Posted by: Timun on: November 7, 2008
Aku menginginkan hakku. Sebut aku berubah menjadi perempuan bodoh, kejam dan hanya bisa menyalahkan, mencari alasan atau bahkan tak punya perasaan, merasa benar dan tak mau menerima kenyataan, tapi aku hanya menginginkan hakku, milikku.
Kamu sudah mengambil seluruh keberanianku, kepercayaan diriku, kekuatannku, jadi tak kan kubiarkan kamu mengambil uangku!
Dasar anjing goblog! Pergilah dari kehidupanku!
Posted by: Timun on: November 6, 2008
a mountain without trees
a morning without breeze
a night without the moon
a plate without a spoon
a body without a soul
a rock-music without roll
a tiger without bravery
a woman without beauty
Posted by: Timun on: November 3, 2008
I don’t know about heaven but I do know about angel. The one who care everytime you re torn apart and smile back everytime you find happiness. The one who keep you company in time of need or not. The one who try to make you laugh when the whole world turn you down. The one who keep you safe in time of sickness and health.
I don’t know about lover but I do know about soulmate. The one who hurt you the most and make you cry always. The one who cut you deep you can not bleed. The one who dump and leave you alone in a desert of lions.
Forgive me for having a world inside of me.
Forgive me for being too woman for you.
Posted by: Timun on: Oktober 31, 2008
a feeling of lost and can not found
an open skin that is so wound
a grievous which cause irritation
a taste of painful to a touch
there never was the thing called love
there is only ache and sore
Posted by: Timun on: Oktober 21, 2008
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I’d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
Posted by: Timun on: Oktober 21, 2008
selfish hard fatty unhealthy broke pervert stupid liar liar liar …
bad bad bad bedhebah!
Posted by: Timun on: Oktober 20, 2008
Tiga purnama telah jauh tertinggal. Meskipun darah tlah berhenti menetes, sayatan luka ini masih membawa perih. Hati yang terinjak terbenam semakin dalam ke dasar jurang gelap dan menghitam.
Dan langit tak lagi berwarna
Dan bumi tak lagi berbunga
Posted by: Timun on: September 25, 2008
Memaafkan adalah salah satu perilaku yang membuat orang tetap sehat dan sebuah sifat mulia yang seharusnya diamalkan oleh setiap orang.
Forgiveness. Easy to say hard to do.
Kemarahan padanya ternyata telah memakan hidup2 seluruh jiwa dan hatiku. Aku bukannya suka memelihara kerusakan dan emosi negatif ini, tapi aku tak berdaya.
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